My Experience as a Research Student: Elisavet Tapini
CPsychol, MBACP
Chartered Counselling Psychologist
Being asked to write this piece brought a
smile to my face. I always considered myself to be research
oriented and the years I was training at Regent’s College provided
me with the opportunity to develop my research potential.
I registered on an MA in Counselling
Psychology course, which at the time led to Chartered status with
the British Psychological Society. Now it is only Doctorate level
training that leads to chartered status. Training as a counselling
psychologist consists of many diverse and demanding tasks.
The importance of Research
Doing research is one of them, which if I may
say, is frequently not talked about. Students are absorbed with
accumulating placement hours, coping with various demands, dealing
with their own issues in therapy and with foreseeing the ‘exit’ of
a lengthy training. Doing research can be quite isolating, as this
usually takes place at the end of the training and it does not
involve much interaction with other trainees. It is an
introspective process, a dialogue with oneself - an experience to
grow with.
Having always been research-oriented, I can
truly say that researching for my dissertation and then writing up
was one of the most enjoyable (yet extremely stressful!) parts of
my training as a counselling psychologist.
This is not to say it was easy, but challenges
are part of my character. I find true satisfaction in achieving
difficult but rewarding tasks and certainly, completing my
dissertation in a stimulating environment such that of Regent’s was
such a task.
Even before starting my Masters, I had
developed an interest in sociology and philosophy, something that
affected my future choices. Choosing to train at Regent’s College
provided me with strong philosophical foundations and a good
understanding of qualitative methods.
Qualitative Research
I received extensive training in qualitative
research as part of my MA/ Post-MA and researched on the psychology
of skilled migration and its relevance to clinical practice. Common
to qualitative research, this study emerged out of personal
interest, being a voluntary expatriate myself.
My research interests were always in the
broader field of cross-cultural psychology and clinical practice,
as this is part of my own personal and professional identity. As
with any piece of research, I had to find something that triggered
me. When doing qualitative research, this is even more important,
as there is no way of being truly reflexive if one is not
interested in the subject matter.
Hence, it is common for counselling psychology
or psychotherapy trainees to research on the experience of the
practitioner in the therapy room. For me however, this was not
enough. For sure it was still relevant to my experience but there
was another part of me that was frequently silent and needed a
voice.
There were so many of my classmates
researching the therapist’s experience that I found it even more
challenging to do something different. I started thinking of
the other end of the spectrum. Not necessarily a clinical trial but
researching on a social group whose members can be potential
clients.
My ‘Migrant Self’
My ‘migrant self’ had been a therapy client
before becoming a practitioner. And I strongly remembered the
frustration of having to explain something twice, the
untranslatable Greek expressions hanging in the therapy room, my
fear of offending my therapist if I did not like things in his
country. And I equally remembered how liberating it was at
other times to go into different linguistic paths because of doing
therapy in a different language, of freeing myself from my Greek
‘shoulds’. Suddenly I had an insight for research.
Skilled migrants, to whom issues of identity
and belonging are a part of their everyday experience was such a
social group of potential clients. Apart from making a unique
contribution in my field, I wanted to do research on something that
is widely applicable, not only to counselling and psychotherapy but
also to the human condition as a whole in a cosmopolitan
world.
The diversity of research interests of SPCP
staff allowed me to do that. Even before choosing my topic, the
integrative and non-doctrinaire attitude of the school was evident
in lectures, seminars and conferences advertised and the
willingness of staff members to discuss ideas with students.
Writing this piece reminded me of things I had
forgotten; how open various lecturers were to essay topics during
my early stages of training, the willingness of staff members for
informal chats, the abundance of diverse information offered,
whether in reading lists or information found on the announcement
boards of the third floor. It was the non-doctrinnaire environment
that allowed me to find a research topic that spoke truly to my
heart. I was given the freedom to think outside the box.
I also remember writing to Dr Greg Madison
asking him to be my supervisor. Dr Madison has worked extensively
on what he termed existential migration and I was hoping that he
would have the time to supervise my dissertation.
I was thrilled when he said yes, as it was
really important for me to have someone knowledgeable on the
subject-matter. From the beginning, I felt that I was encouraged to
develop my skills and to adopt a critical stance.
Support and Guidance
There was support and guidance but also
challenging, yet no authoritarian attitude from my supervisor. The
morale of the school was reflected in this, as I felt that I was
approached as a colleague rather than a student.
This deepened my passion about what I was
doing. I received support not only during meetings but also via
e-mails and detailed feedback. I was also encouraged to develop my
own methodology, a combination of different phenomenological
methods, which made me feel that this is my project, my
creation.
Of course I had to stay open to feedback and
suggestions but feeling respect and trust in my abilities made the
whole research journey one to remember.
Creating this particular research method
required lots of reading and numerous discussions with Dr Madison,
but I felt I had strong foundations on qualitative methods because
of my whole training at SPCP.
Apart from the methodology seminar that I had
attended, it was the philosophical foundations and the non-dogmatic
stance of the school that facilitated my thinking in this process.
As in the rest of my training, more so in my research supervision,
it was extremely important to me that I felt I had both the
independence and the support to challenge my own thinking and
explore new ideas.
Critical thinking, Curiosity and Challenge
I already had a passion about research and my
experience as a research student at SPCP just nourished my passion
further. Critical thinking, curiosity and challenge. These
foundations allowed me to apply for funding outside the school and
expand my research after completing my Master’s degree.
I received a full PhD studentship with the
University of Brighton and I am currently expanding my research. I
have already submitted an article co-authored with Dr Madison,
based on my MA research, and I am working on another one specific
to my hybrid phenomenological method.
I have started teaching at the SPCP Foundation
course and I feel that my potential is developing. It is extremely
challenging at times, juggling with PhD research, teaching and
private practice but, as I said at the beginning of this article,
challenging matches my character.
The experience of a research student with SPCP
made this response to challenge not just a default mechanism but
also a personal and professional identity project that yet
continues.
Page last updated 11/8/2010